~~ 409 ~~

~~~ Does Anybody Know ~~~

Where do the ripples on the water go,
Does anybody know,
Do they go underground, without a single sound.

Where do the rays of the sun go,
Does anybody know,
Do they lie upon the ground, just lazing all around.

Where do the breezes carried on the wind go,
Does anybody know,
Do they sit above the trees to blow with perfect ease.

Where do the drops that make the rain go,
Does anybody know,
Do they float down to be part of the shifting sea.

Where do the grains of rock and sand go,
Does anybody know,
Do they blow upon the restless wind not to rescind.

Where do lovers go when love is gone,
Does anybody know,
Do they part when they break a lover's heart.

Where do hearts with waning love go,
Does anybody know,
Do they become a token who's loving has been broken.

Where do our souls just disappear or revive,
Does anybody know,
Do they fly up in the sky when our bodies die.

What is left when there is nothing left to be,
Does anybody know,
Do we become just air and nothing else is there.

Does any body know, does anybody care?

November 10, 2000

~~ 417 ~~

~~~ Please Take Me and Hold Me Forever ~~~

Please take me and hold me forever
So my pain it will leave me alone,
Please take me and hold me forever
So my suffering it turns into stone.

Lend me your shoulder to lean on
So I can dream for a while,
Lend me your smile to look at
So my pain, then turns to a smile
Lend me your arms for their comfort
To help keep my fears at bay,
Lend me your hand to support me
As my life it is wasting away,
Lend me your heart for its loving
As my heart it is scared from my pain,
Lend me your soul for redemption
As my soul, it is dead once again,
Lend me your time for becoming
As my time it has gone from me now,
Lend me your breath to keep living
As my breath it has left me somehow,
Lend me your body to carry
As my body, suffers in pain once again,
Lend me your eyes for your tears
As my eyes cannot cry with my pain,
Lend me your legs for the walking
As mine cannot walk me no more,
Lend me your voice so I can speak of
As my pain is my own kind of war,
Lend me your mind to remember
As my mind it is dying each day,
Lend me your strength to prepare me
As my life is keeps fading away.

Please take me and hold me forever,
My life, holds no pleasures therefore-
Please take me and hold me forever
Until my heart and my breath are no more.

Please take me and hold me forever
My life is soon over you'll see
And the pain and the suffering I've suffered
Will leave me and then I'll be free

So, please take me and hold me forever
And help me in setting me free
Please take me and hold me forever
And guide me to, E-tern-ity.

December 19, 2000

~~ 418 ~~

~~~ To Colleen ~~~

How often do we loose ourselves
When we don't know who we are,
And a little bit is missing
And we haven't traveled far,
And that little bit that's missing
We don't know where it went,
Because we haven't used it properly
Or, it's in the change we've spent?

How do we get to where we're going
If we don't know where we are,
And, when will we ever get there
If we do not know how far,
Will we know it if we get there
And will we know just what to do,
And if we do not do it properly,
Will we have to do it all a' new?

If you really go and loose yourself
What are you going to be?
Because!
If you really go and loose yourself,
You never will be free!

Go search and find that missing bit
That you've left alone,
And put it back into your heart,
Back into its home.
And you will find just where you are,
You'll find yourself again,
And you'll never have to loose your way
To suffer life's long pains.

December 26, 2000

~~ 433 ~~

~~~ What the Fuckin' Hell ~~~

Please, tell me what the fuckin' hell, 'cos, I can't really fuckin' tell,
If this life, it is nothin' but a farce.

So I'll tell you what I'll do, 'cos I'm really pissed off too,
And they can stick this fuckin' bullshit up their arse.

'Cos they're all a mob of wankers, and I know no one will thank ya'
For all this fuckin' crap, ya' goin' through.

'Cos those slimy fuckin' pricks, will always make ya' sick,
But, what the fuckin' hell ya' gunna do.

You could probably take their heed, but there aint' no fuckin' need,
'Cos they're all as weak as fuckin' bloody hell.

They're all snivlin' bit of shits and they really are the pits
'Cos they think, that their bloody shit it doesn't smell.

But, if you really loved ya'self, you'd stick those wankers on a shelf,
And you'd only be concerned about your heart.

There you'd find the one you love, from the Universe above,
And then swear it to ya'self you'd never part.

So the ball is in ya' court, and I bet that's what ya' thought,
When you think about the ones you really love.

So, let your spirit guide control ya', and not let your family roll ya',
And trust, in the Love and Life from up above.

January 20, 2001

~~ 434 ~~

~~~ Lets Dance Across the Meadows ~~~

Lets dance across the meadows
Through a wonderland of green,
To a very special magic place
To a place we've never been.
A place that's full of happiness
No tears, just only joy,
A place where all our dreams come true
We wished when girl and boy.
A place where hearts are full with love
Overflowing free,
A place where souls become as one
And will forever be.
So let me take your soft sweet heart
Across that field of green,
And live inside that magic place,
That place we've never seen.

January 21, 2001

~~ 435 ~~

~~~ My Heart is Like a Prisoner ~~~

My heart is like a prisoner
Within my troubled soul,
My heart is locked inside a cell
And lost its self-control.
My heart it pleads to be set free
To love another time,
My heart is held against its wish
Is my loving just a crime?
Set me free to love again, then
My heart will smile like new,
Then my love will be once more again,
Like once it did for you.

January 21, 2001

~~ 437 ~~

~~~ Our Time is so Short ~~~

~~ To Kerry Gail ~~

Our time became so short and swift among most other things,
My heart is lost, my soul is numb and my ears they still ring.
For I, did not know the consequence of the evil that I've done,
I did it all with heartlessness that brought us pain not fun.

How do I fix these things I've done that's hurt and broke your heart,
How do I fix and rectify this time we are apart.
My pain is great, it's just like yours, and I've destroyed your loving Trust,
But! I do know this, I love you dear and to hold you is a must.

So! Please forgive my shameful ways I've shown you in the past,
You know my sweet that I love you and our love was made to last.
Our home is gone we have no joy of the things we shared out there,
And I can not replace the hands of time to make a quick repair.

Foolishness is what it is that keeps us both apart,
So let us met, become as one to repair our broken hearts.
Our time is short, lets take those steps to mend and to adhere,
That love we lost through senselessness for all our future years.

~~ From Rodney John ~~

March 2, 2001

~~ 438 ~~

~~~ In the Silence of My Tears ~~~

When we two were parted
There was silence and no tears,
Our life was broken hearted
As we waste away in years.

Our souls become so pale and cold,
Colder than a dead ones kiss;
And truly that is my disgrace,
As my sorrow now is this.

The dew upon these mornings,
Chills and wets my brow-
It feels just like a warning
Of what I'm feeling now.

Those vows to you I've broken,
And it shows within my frame;
When I hear your name be spoken,
I hide my head with shame.

Your name it stands before me,
I kneel and pray with fear;
And a shudder of pain comes o'er me-
As I think of you my dear.

I know that I have hurt you,
And I know it so too well,
So, how long will you still scorn me?
And leave my soul in hell.

That love we had whence first we met,
For that, in silence I do grieve,
And I pray that you'll forgive me dear,
For the way I did deceive.

If again that I should met you
In the passing of these years
Should, I hide my face within my hands?
In the silence of my tears.

March 11, 2001

~~ 441 ~~

~~~ Within My Eyes I See ~~~

When I look into those eyes,
My mirror shows to me,
I see past pain then happiness,
That I've lived for many years.

Then the deeper that I look
Into, those eyes of mine,
To see what happens to me next,
Will everything be fine.

Is it softness I see next?
Or is it hardness I see first,
Softness is my positive,
Hardness is my worst.

So as I look I do concede,
That it's happiness not pain,
So within these eyes of mine I see,
Reasons there, for me to start again.

March 23, 2001

~~ 442 ~~

~~~ Words I Need To Say ~~~

When we first met, our eyes, they said so many things,
And just to look into your shining eyes, made my heart bells ring.
The words we spoke were many words, of words we only knew,
Those words became so meaningful, between just me and you.

And when at first, we did hold hands, our hearts they felt so light,
The feelings that we got from touch, made every thing all right.
Then when our lips became as one, our love became immense,
And to kiss together you and I, it sure made common sense.

And now those thoughts I have of you are so constant everyday,
And the visions of you loveliness, just, won't simply fade away.
You filled my heart so full my sweet, with your ever loving thought,
So perfect and so wonderful, it was love that can't be bought.

But you chose to throw that love away and send me far from you,
You broke my heart condemned my soul for the silly things I do.
Those days we swam and walked about and held each others hands,
When our hearts were gay and filled with hope and everything was grand.

Then people they condemned our love and said we were not right-
To be together you and I, each day or in the night.
They had to find some evil way to come between us dear,
So they found those word I wrote before, just to cause you fear.

My past is just exactly that, my past has long been dead,
And it doesn't matter what they think or what they all have said.
I loved you just because your you, and for not no other way,
And it didn't matter what they said or what they had to say.

But now it's all but ended, they'll all sneak back to your mind,
And they'll use you like they did before, then unhappiness you'll find.
What we had was wonderful, I'll cherish it, for all my days to come,
And I'll also rue those words I wrote that has made my heart so numb.

I've said the words I need to say, I'll mention it no more,
Please, forgive me if I've hurt you dear, by walking through your door.

April 6, 2001


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