~~~ Does Anybody Know ~~~
Where do the ripples on the water go,
Does anybody know,
Do they go underground, without a single sound.
Where do the rays of the sun go,
Does anybody know,
Do they lie upon the ground, just lazing all around.
Where do the breezes carried on the wind go,
Does anybody know,
Do they sit above the trees to blow with perfect ease.
Where do the drops that make the rain go,
Does anybody know,
Do they float down to be part of the shifting sea.
Where do the grains of rock and sand go,
Does anybody know,
Do they blow upon the restless wind not to rescind.
Where do lovers go when love is gone,
Does anybody know,
Do they part when they break a lover's heart.
Where do hearts with waning love go,
Does anybody know,
Do they become a token who's loving has been broken.
Where do our souls just disappear or revive,
Does anybody know,
Do they fly up in the sky when our bodies die.
What is left when there is nothing left to be,
Does anybody know,
Do we become just air and nothing else is there.
Does any body know, does anybody care?
November 10, 2000
~~ 417 ~~
~~~ Please Take Me and Hold Me Forever ~~~
Please take me and hold me forever
Lend me your shoulder to lean on
Please take me and hold me forever,
Please take me and hold me forever
So, please take me and hold me forever
December 19, 2000
~~ 418 ~~
~~~ To Colleen ~~~
How often do we loose ourselves
How do we get to where we're going
If you really go and loose yourself
Go search and find that missing bit
December 26, 2000
~~ 433 ~~
~~~ What the Fuckin' Hell ~~~
Please, tell me what the fuckin' hell, 'cos, I can't really fuckin' tell,
So I'll tell you what I'll do, 'cos I'm really pissed off too,
'Cos they're all a mob of wankers, and I know no one will thank ya'
'Cos those slimy fuckin' pricks, will always make ya' sick,
You could probably take their heed, but there aint' no fuckin' need,
They're all snivlin' bit of shits and they really are the pits
But, if you really loved ya'self, you'd stick those wankers on a shelf,
There you'd find the one you love, from the Universe above,
So the ball is in ya' court, and I bet that's what ya' thought,
So, let your spirit guide control ya', and not let your family roll ya',
January 20, 2001
~~ 434 ~~
~~~ Lets Dance Across the Meadows ~~~
Lets dance across the meadows
January 21, 2001
~~ 435 ~~
~~~ My Heart is Like a Prisoner ~~~
My heart is like a prisoner
January 21, 2001
~~ 437 ~~
~~~ Our Time is so Short ~~~
~~ To Kerry Gail ~~
Our time became so short and swift among most other things,
How do I fix these things I've done that's hurt and broke your heart,
So! Please forgive my shameful ways I've shown you in the past,
Foolishness is what it is that keeps us both apart,
~~ From Rodney John ~~
March 2, 2001
~~ 438 ~~
~~~ In the Silence of My Tears ~~~
When we two were parted
Our souls become so pale and cold,
The dew upon these mornings,
Those vows to you I've broken,
Your name it stands before me,
I know that I have hurt you,
That love we had whence first we met,
If again that I should met you
March 11, 2001
So my pain it will leave me alone,
Please take me and hold me forever
So my suffering it turns into stone.
So I can dream for a while,
Lend me your smile to look at
So my pain, then turns to a smile
Lend me your arms for their comfort
To help keep my fears at bay,
Lend me your hand to support me
As my life it is wasting away,
Lend me your heart for its loving
As my heart it is scared from my pain,
Lend me your soul for redemption
As my soul, it is dead once again,
Lend me your time for becoming
As my time it has gone from me now,
Lend me your breath to keep living
As my breath it has left me somehow,
Lend me your body to carry
As my body, suffers in pain once again,
Lend me your eyes for your tears
As my eyes cannot cry with my pain,
Lend me your legs for the walking
As mine cannot walk me no more,
Lend me your voice so I can speak of
As my pain is my own kind of war,
Lend me your mind to remember
As my mind it is dying each day,
Lend me your strength to prepare me
As my life is keeps fading away.
My life, holds no pleasures therefore-
Please take me and hold me forever
Until my heart and my breath are no more.
My life is soon over you'll see
And the pain and the suffering I've suffered
Will leave me and then I'll be free
And help me in setting me free
Please take me and hold me forever
And guide me to, E-tern-ity.
When we don't know who we are,
And a little bit is missing
And we haven't traveled far,
And that little bit that's missing
We don't know where it went,
Because we haven't used it properly
Or, it's in the change we've spent?
If we don't know where we are,
And, when will we ever get there
If we do not know how far,
Will we know it if we get there
And will we know just what to do,
And if we do not do it properly,
Will we have to do it all a' new?
What are you going to be?
Because!
If you really go and loose yourself,
You never will be free!
That you've left alone,
And put it back into your heart,
Back into its home.
And you will find just where you are,
You'll find yourself again,
And you'll never have to loose your way
To suffer life's long pains.
If this life, it is nothin' but a farce.
And they can stick this fuckin' bullshit up their arse.
For all this fuckin' crap, ya' goin' through.
But, what the fuckin' hell ya' gunna do.
'Cos they're all as weak as fuckin' bloody hell.
'Cos they think, that their bloody shit it doesn't smell.
And you'd only be concerned about your heart.
And then swear it to ya'self you'd never part.
When you think about the ones you really love.
And trust, in the Love and Life from up above.
Through a wonderland of green,
To a very special magic place
To a place we've never been.
A place that's full of happiness
No tears, just only joy,
A place where all our dreams come true
We wished when girl and boy.
A place where hearts are full with love
Overflowing free,
A place where souls become as one
And will forever be.
So let me take your soft sweet heart
Across that field of green,
And live inside that magic place,
That place we've never seen.
Within my troubled soul,
My heart is locked inside a cell
And lost its self-control.
My heart it pleads to be set free
To love another time,
My heart is held against its wish
Is my loving just a crime?
Set me free to love again, then
My heart will smile like new,
Then my love will be once more again,
Like once it did for you.
My heart is lost, my soul is numb and my ears they still ring.
For I, did not know the consequence of the evil that I've done,
I did it all with heartlessness that brought us pain not fun.
How do I fix and rectify this time we are apart.
My pain is great, it's just like yours, and I've destroyed your loving Trust,
But! I do know this, I love you dear and to hold you is a must.
You know my sweet that I love you and our love was made to last.
Our home is gone we have no joy of the things we shared out there,
And I can not replace the hands of time to make a quick repair.
So let us met, become as one to repair our broken hearts.
Our time is short, lets take those steps to mend and to adhere,
That love we lost through senselessness for all our future years.
There was silence and no tears,
Our life was broken hearted
As we waste away in years.
Colder than a dead ones kiss;
And truly that is my disgrace,
As my sorrow now is this.
Chills and wets my brow-
It feels just like a warning
Of what I'm feeling now.
And it shows within my frame;
When I hear your name be spoken,
I hide my head with shame.
I kneel and pray with fear;
And a shudder of pain comes o'er me-
As I think of you my dear.
And I know it so too well,
So, how long will you still scorn me?
And leave my soul in hell.
For that, in silence I do grieve,
And I pray that you'll forgive me dear,
For the way I did deceive.
In the passing of these years
Should, I hide my face within my hands?
In the silence of my tears.